Words of gratitude

Haha...well, I got my Queen Guide award =) Am indeed glad, but well, don't think that I'm anybody great or smart or have good leadership that I achieved it. In fact, it's all by God's strength that I made it. Not by might, not by power, but by the spirit of God. So, all glory is to God ;)

As I look back from my 4 years of guiding, from a very timid girl I was forced to talk in front of a crowd, to do presentation. And 4 years ago, I don't even know how to do proper girl stuffs: cook, sew, laundries. Not to forget having stage phobia(now still hv a little =p), crowd phobia. Surprised? haha...I knew nothing when I was form 1. Lazy to learn and always taking my own sweet time. But in order to pass the many test, I had to force myself to learn everything I don't want to. I am surprised with myself too. From a nobody, at least, I have became a somebody.

The journey was tough too. Lots of tears, and sometimes, you get a taste of back-stabbing from your own teammates. Stop attending church for 4 months, not that I can help of. Friends are always telling "Put God first". Yea, I DO know. But how can I go to church when I'm not even allowed to? So usually the solution is "give up queen guide". So I was like, hanging in the middle, if this queen guide thingy is robbing my time from God, I should stop. But at the same time, it is because I wanna glorify God that I keep on going. Well, I don't blame my church friends for having the thinking that " I put Queen Guide 1st, God 2nd". So, it took me all the courage to step back into church again when days of business are finally over.

Through this journey, many times I stumbled, I fall, and I cling on to God's promises even tighter. Yea, through queen guiding, God had patiently mold me into a better person.  I believe, that there's still more space for improvement, and that God is still in the process of molding me into someone I would never dream of.=)

Besides, you get to know who are your true friends too. Those that stuck with you till the very end even when your world is falling apart. Thank God for blessing me with such sweet friends. Friends that stayed up with me     at night in msn just to accompany me to finish my log books. Friends that send little sms-es of encouragement. Friends to lend you a shoulder to cry on. And friends that are willing to listen about "the-misery-of-my-life"  for hours without showing signs of getting bored even though they WERE bored XD.

Esp to Ah Loh, Bao Yi, Siau Ying, Chuen Ying and Zhie Shuen, thanks for carrying my heavy bag around when I'm not in class. From chemistry lab to 5 maw, back to chemistry lab and up to 5 Ken and down to chemistry lab again haha, especially when you have your own bags to carry too. Though you all always grumble and complaint, you guys still carry it all the same. Thank you ;)

Once again, glory to God!! So true indeed, walk with faith in your heart and you'll never walk alone. Trust in Him. He who created the universe and hung the stars =) 

A few pics: