Living behind a masquerade?
Heyya folks.
Tomorrow is a Saturday. Yet I have class replacement *sobs* Totally not in the mood to prepare for class replacements tomorrow. I only follow my so-called mood when I do stuffs, which, as what my mum often says, is going to make me lose out in life, a lot. What to do? @.@
Church yesterday was totally embarrassing. I could not stop giggling throughout. Is laughter good when it's too much?=.= Talk about image. Waaaayy gone. Felt kinda happy though that people can finally see the silly stupid side of me. Although I DO feel happy, I still don't like walking around like a branded item(Confusing huh?@.@) All those set perspective about me "decent, proper,有气质"......
It's like, once people set a certain good perspective about what they think you are, you'd try your best to be that person. Get what I mean? >.<
So, what happens if I cross the line? Are people going to run away from me? :((
Tomorrow is a Saturday. Yet I have class replacement *sobs* Totally not in the mood to prepare for class replacements tomorrow. I only follow my so-called mood when I do stuffs, which, as what my mum often says, is going to make me lose out in life, a lot. What to do? @.@
Church yesterday was totally embarrassing. I could not stop giggling throughout. Is laughter good when it's too much?=.= Talk about image. Waaaayy gone. Felt kinda happy though that people can finally see the silly stupid side of me. Although I DO feel happy, I still don't like walking around like a branded item(Confusing huh?@.@) All those set perspective about me "decent, proper,有气质"......
It's like, once people set a certain good perspective about what they think you are, you'd try your best to be that person. Get what I mean? >.<
So, what happens if I cross the line? Are people going to run away from me? :((
Am I being who I am, or just being who others want me to be?
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