祷告
祷告 因为我渺小
祷告 因为我知道我需要
明了 你心意对我重要
祷告 已假装不了
祷告 因为你的爱我需要
你关怀 我走过的你都明白
有些事我只想要对你说
因你比任何人都爱我
痛苦从眼中流下 我知道你为我擦
在早晨我也要来对你说
主耶酥今天我为你活
所需要的力量你天天赐给我
你恩典够我用
Went YF today, and hey, there's one new chinese song! Was kinda surprised cuz we sing English songs most of the time. Anyway, during this particular song, I just stared at the slide. I stared and stared and stared. Tears just welled up in my eyes as I look at the lyrics. I couldn't even sing. I know truly well that if I were to sing, those tears that had filled my eyes to this really dangerous level will seriously spill out, which would be totally embarrassing(like anyone cares right?) But I DO care about that, cuz I don't like people seeing me cry...
Was kinda worried and stressed out for the past few weeks. About what course to study. About my future. And practically worried about everything. Well, I'd registered for what and where I want to study actually. Then why still worry, people ask? Cuz somehow, I just know that this was not what I wanted to study. I mean, yes I'm okay with it, I can study it and everything, but that's not what I really wanted you know? Can you imagine it? I mean, every one's so settled. Some had already started college life. Some getting ready to enter college. And here I am, still doubtful. Who said growing up is fun? It's so NOT. Seriously. Ok, maybe I'm wrong. Maybe growing up could be fun too, if your parents could totally afford to send you to your dream college, or afford for you to study your dream course. Whichever. I know not having the chance to study my first choice of course is not the end of the world, I know pretty well that many people out there don't even have a choice...But still, I'm kinda waiting for this open door. Tiring.
Anyway, what I felt today was....um....I dunno how to explain. Rest assured? like TOTALLY.
As long as God is on the throne, every thing's under control, and in the end, things will turn out okay. I know, I know.
God's grace is indeed sufficient.. :))
Was kinda worried and stressed out for the past few weeks. About what course to study. About my future. And practically worried about everything. Well, I'd registered for what and where I want to study actually. Then why still worry, people ask? Cuz somehow, I just know that this was not what I wanted to study. I mean, yes I'm okay with it, I can study it and everything, but that's not what I really wanted you know? Can you imagine it? I mean, every one's so settled. Some had already started college life. Some getting ready to enter college. And here I am, still doubtful. Who said growing up is fun? It's so NOT. Seriously. Ok, maybe I'm wrong. Maybe growing up could be fun too, if your parents could totally afford to send you to your dream college, or afford for you to study your dream course. Whichever. I know not having the chance to study my first choice of course is not the end of the world, I know pretty well that many people out there don't even have a choice...But still, I'm kinda waiting for this open door. Tiring.
Anyway, what I felt today was....um....I dunno how to explain. Rest assured? like TOTALLY.
As long as God is on the throne, every thing's under control, and in the end, things will turn out okay. I know, I know.
God's grace is indeed sufficient.. :))
Love Jesus. A lot.
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