Life.Me.Silly.

Time seriously waits for no one. My 1st semester's gonna end soon. Exams are so so so so near. I'm scared!!! As in, really scared. TT It's gonna be my 1st exam ever since I stepped into this institute. Need to start working on my mandarin(yes, i'm only starting NOW >.< ). Friends: "Your mandarin is horrible." Yeah, thanks a lot =.=

Neeeeways, I went to a concert some weeks ago. MY FIRST. AND, it's a christian concert!!! COOL HUH? ;)  It's not really big and as grand as those hillsong concerts, but still, it's really nice. I enjoyed it, a lot.

Here's the ticket.

This guy can really sing O_O

Us ^^V

This is totally random. Thank God there's a new shop in Jitra! Selling handbags, rubber bands, hair bands, soft plushy toys, ear rings, necklaces, purses (yeah, all those girly stuffs). Weeeeeeeee~!! I can spend hours in that shop without getting bored. Hahaha :D Picture on the left is the inside of the shop(just to let you have a rough idea) lotsa handbags!!!!!!!!!!! *note the exclamation points* I'm obsessed over handbags.... *grins*

Now, for the sentimental side of me...I've been pondering a lot about life itself actually. Ever realize that we're so busy watching out for what's ahead of us that we don't take time to enjoy where we are? All I've ever done is to prepare for my hopefully bright and glittering future. I feel like I've been studying since, forever. Saving money since, forever. Following all the rules while everyone breaks it since, forever.  For what? For my future? *sigh*I'm kinda fed up with being the good girl all the time. You know? >.<

Sometimes, I just wanna be the bad girl and be silly for a bit.... I want to be able to look back some days, and at least have a good laugh at myself. LOL 

I wanna...

Spend all the money in my account instead of constantly worrying about how much to save...

Skip lectures once in a while...

Break the rules once in a while...

Throw away the umbrella and feel the rain...

Laugh like no one's watching and forget about the stupid image...

Be ugly for a change and see who still likes me LOL

Well, I don't think I have the guts. Ha-ha-ha.

Someday, perhaps. *wink*

(: