Moving on
It seem like yesterday when ying li left for her new school...
I've been doing lots of thinking and praying...things are more complicated since she left..all the raising fund stuffs...Never had I been so depressed...
Well, Ying Ying kinda helped me get out of this mess, though she may not know it =)...It's a few days ago..when our school did the hair check. Both of us are guarding the same class(prevent the boys to cabut lari xD) and so we started chatting. Ying Ying started telling me about those people who are facing problems, about how worried she is...I was surprise when she mentioned my name as part of the list of people who are facing problems.
So... I went home and did some thinking. Ever since Ying Li left I've been sulking and putting on sad faces. Hours wasted by shedding tears. Indirectly I've not been trusting God whole-heartedly-that He is in control and everything is under His care. Adding worries to my friends. And not playing my role as a Christian.
Ying Ying's chat with me kinda open my mind. There are still lots of people who are facing problems and need help. I'm not gonna stay in my own sad world while there are still people who needs help way more than me. I don't wanna add burdens to my friends...they have already enough to cope with. And c'mon...she's only in KL..how far can it be...God will watch over her ;) Whatever happens, God must have His reasons. During hard times God is preparing us for greater things. If He removed the difficult circumstances in our lives, we would probably never mature.
So....to my friends..sorry for making you guys worried. Rest assure that....I'M ON THE MOVE!!~~~ hahahahahahaa..
I'm sure things will eventually turn out fine...God bless you!!! ;)
I've been doing lots of thinking and praying...things are more complicated since she left..all the raising fund stuffs...Never had I been so depressed...
Well, Ying Ying kinda helped me get out of this mess, though she may not know it =)...It's a few days ago..when our school did the hair check. Both of us are guarding the same class(prevent the boys to cabut lari xD) and so we started chatting. Ying Ying started telling me about those people who are facing problems, about how worried she is...I was surprise when she mentioned my name as part of the list of people who are facing problems.
So... I went home and did some thinking. Ever since Ying Li left I've been sulking and putting on sad faces. Hours wasted by shedding tears. Indirectly I've not been trusting God whole-heartedly-that He is in control and everything is under His care. Adding worries to my friends. And not playing my role as a Christian.
Ying Ying's chat with me kinda open my mind. There are still lots of people who are facing problems and need help. I'm not gonna stay in my own sad world while there are still people who needs help way more than me. I don't wanna add burdens to my friends...they have already enough to cope with. And c'mon...she's only in KL..how far can it be...God will watch over her ;) Whatever happens, God must have His reasons. During hard times God is preparing us for greater things. If He removed the difficult circumstances in our lives, we would probably never mature.
So....to my friends..sorry for making you guys worried. Rest assure that....I'M ON THE MOVE!!~~~ hahahahahahaa..
I'm sure things will eventually turn out fine...God bless you!!! ;)
good luck then! i like this phrase : If He removed the difficult circumstances in our lives, we would probably never mature.
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all the best yea ru yen.
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wow, juz chat wit ying2... TT don wanna chat wit me la..... =P
Not dun want to chat with u la...You're not there ma..and I cannot run and find u also...hair check u knw!! later somebody gv me surat amaran =p hehehe
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